Thursday, June 25, 2009

Arrived, finally!

Currently...: I'm still wondering whether its going to be a good day or not today???
Current Location: Cheras
Current Music: "And I found that round here, In this city, That I won’t disappear, In this city, I got nothing to fear, In this city, In this city"

Cam sik cayak jak dah sampe sitok. Aku sampe ke KL dalam pukul 2.30 ptg pia dan sepanjang perjalanan rasa bumpy sekali. Some turbulence occured tapi sik teruk gilak sampe aku genggam handrest sampe jari-jari aku putih. It was ok. My brother picked us up and we'll be staying at his place for some time. Tapi aku kali lepas register trus masuk hostel la. Huhu...no more freedom for me it seems! But sekpalah. Asal aku bleh berjaya, I'd do anything.

Sampe jak kat KL tok petang marek alu hujan. Macam ada petanda tapi aku anggap petanda yang bait la, insyaAllah. Sebab kata kakak ipar aku dah berapa lamak KL sik hujan. Kira hujan rahmat la ya. Tapi malam tek aku kenak flu sebab terlalu sejuk sampe aik pun rasa sejuk kedak mandik aik ais. Lalu la berkasik-kasik aku. Ajab sa nyawa eh! Nek tok dah kuar ingus, sesuai la untuk aku yang masih dianggap budak hingusan. Adeh. Dahla org gago ngan virus H1N1 atau selsema babi ya, nang babi juak eh! Oooppss!! No cursing, sorry guys. Takut juak aku tapi aku rasa aku tok kenak selsema biasa jak.

Sedeh juak rasa hati aku meninggalkan Sibu, because I still feels attached to that place and no matter where I go, it's still my home. Lom sempat nak mengucapkan "Selamat Tinggal' lalu terpaksa pergi pia jak. Ceh! Sentimental alu jak rasa. Tapi yalah tek, aku tok sik tauk bila nak balit agik. Raya pun kali raya sitok jak. Sedehnya!!!! Waaaa!!!! Sapa mok sponsor tiket k ku balit raya lak? Dan tentang masuk U, aku pun nervous juak. Baruk first time bah. Sian ngan aku, dah tua bok ncerik rasa masuk U. Sedeh kan? Harap-harap, all is well.

Last time I was home, My kitten is getting weaker and weaker each day. I'm really worried about her, I don't know what's happening or what should I do. It's frustrating to see her mother doesn't seem to realize this. I tried to force her to give her milk to her sick daughter but she, as expected for animals to react, doesn't care.

On to some other lighter things, my mom and I went to Dalat this last Saturday (20/6/09). And let me tell you this, it's an awesome experience but nauseating at the same time. That's like the first or second time (I can't quite remember) travelling by speed boat. The seats were very uncomfortable and once the boat starts, it sounded like I'm at a warzone. The engine can make your ears bled that you wished you could switch off your hearing ability. But once you get the hang of it, it's actually nice because the view was tremendously breathtaking. It's not everyday that you can get to see something as wonderful as that. So I just try to sit back (though uncomfortably) and enjoy myself.

Onboard were some students who I think is visiting one of their friends home somewhere in Oya or Igan, I'm also not quite sure. Some of them were from malaya (a.k.a peninsular malaysia), and I might have a crush on one of them. Hehe! Silly I know but the guy was such a gentlemen that he gave up his seat so that an older woman whom the boat driver picked up somewhere during our journey, can sit down. I'm instantly his biggest fan ever! And he's not bad looking either. If only we could meet again someday. But who knows right? Jodoh itu di tangan Allah.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Dreams hold no promises

Currently...: I'm sleepy, slightly bored and severely confused
Current Music: "Sometimes when I'm driving in my car, I wish that you would take the wheel but you're not there, its so unfair"
Current Location: Home sweet home


Aku amat heran sekali. Kenak idea menulis aku selalu datang waktu aku sik nak menulis. Bila aku dalam keadaan yang menyuruh aku perlu menulis sesuatu, aku akan tercengang dan sik tauk mok buat apa. Selalu gilak benda tok jadi. Selalunya aku akan jadi terer dengan idea yang macam2 bila aku senang hati, ngelayo entah kat sine atau bila aku nak tido. Kenak owh? Aku pun heran. Tapi keesokan harinya bila aku nak nulis, mesti idea yang aku oleh hari atau malam sebelumnya ilang camya jak. Kebanyakannya idea yang aku pikir adalah idea yang best2. Yang aku jarang nak pikir waktu aku segar bugar. Parah juak kadang2 terutama sekali waktu exam. Selalunya malam sebelum exam aku dapat menjawab secara mental dengan terer lu jak. Dah duduk exam lak, hampeh sama sekali. Menciii.

Aku suka menulis. Dari kecik aku selalu jak tulis macam2. Stat dari aku nyonteng (tapi aku sik pernah nulis kat dinding sebab aku budak bait, atau sebenarnya mak aku akan kungfu mun kmk orang conteng jadi nya nyuruh tulis kat kertas @ papan itam) buku resepi mak aku, dak magazine2 mak aku, dan buku2 sekolah yang sik diguna lagik sampelah aku nulis untuk majalah sekolah.

For as long as I remember, all my life, I've been very passionate about writing. I love to write, about stuff. I can still remember when I was little I used to keep a diary or as I'd like to call it, a Journal, to write about mundane boring things that most of them were about my life, about my days in school, about a boy that I liked and about a lot of things. I love it! And I love to read them again and again from time to time. I can't say that I'm really good at it though since I can't really show my diaries to peoples (are you nuts!?) and ask them what they think about my style of writing. But I'm learning everyday, perfecting and honing my skills so that I can be very good. Someday, you might even see my name on a cover of a book at your local bookstores! Owh I wish that day would come.

If you have lots of money, what would you buy? Shoes? Lots of jewellery? Cars? An Island? Me? I love books, So the first thing that I would buy with my money was probably books. I enjoy them very much. My favorite author at the moment? Every writer or in my case, aspiring writer have their own hero, someone who influenced their writings greatly. Mine is Neil Gaiman, and some other author that just too many to mention (including Tolkien, Terry Pratchett, Douglas Adams, Dan Brown, etc) But mostly I adore Gaiman's books as they're different. He's one of the most talented AND most importantly have some swagger for an author that I know. His writings were unconventional, humorous, daring, and I don't know if it's the right word but, it's somewhat honest. I've seen his movies and read some of his books and I was captivated each and every single time. You've never heard of him before? What??!! For real? Well, have you ever seen STARDUST? BEOWULF? MIRRORMASK? CORALINE? And that very famous graphic novel from DC Comics Vertigo, THE SANDMAN? If you have then there you go! If you still don't have a clue, then what are you waiting for?? Start googling him up!
Antara filem yang paling aku mok jadi nyata ialah Sandman & Good Omen. Aku tauk kebarangkalian untuk duak cerita ya jadi kenyataan adalah amat slim sekali. Tapi ne lah tauk tek nak? Kira suatu hari kelak tetiba jak mena-mena jadi, aku mungkin antara yang paling gembira lam dunia, sama-sama ngan berjuta gik peminat Mr. Gaiman. Aku paling excited mok tauk sapa yang daknya ambik jadi pelakon bagi watak Morpheus a.k.a Dream a.ka Sandman, dan sapa yang akan jadi kakak kepada Dream, yang ala-ala goth ya, Death. Tolonglah jangan bagik aku membebel pasal Sandman sebab aku boleh membebel sampei sik tauk la bila nak abis. Apa yang aku mok share adalah sidak adik beradik Dream tok semua start with the letter D, Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Desire, Despair dan yang paling bongsu, Delirium. Watak Delirium adalah watak yang paling aku suka selain daripada Dream & Death. Sebab aku anak bongsu dan aku tok jenis manusia yang ada bingung2 & sikit. Aku sekpat nak bayangkan camne mok jadi mental setiap masa kedak Delirium. Mesti seksa rasa. Sian nya...

Word of the day: Let you go
I want to get off the phone now because I hate talking to you, but I'll pretend that I'm being polite by letting you go back to whatever boring crap you would be doing if you weren't talking to me.

Them: So then he said it was benign but I should probably get it removed. And I said-
You: Wow! That's nuts! Hey look, I'm sure you've got a lot of stuff to take care of. I'm gonna let you go. Bye.
Them: Oh, uh, yeah. Bye.