Saturday, October 31, 2009

One thing we have to go through every year

Currently... : i feel old
current location: 2009
current music: "I'll be the platform shoes; undo what heredity's done to you:
you won't have to strain to look into my eyes
" <--- I'm looking for this guy! did anyone find him??

so today is my birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself I guess... I don't really have the mood to celebrate this year because
  • a) I don't like to be reminded of being old
  • b) my idea of birthday celebration is being with ALL family members
  • c) It's raining!! arrgghhhH!! h1n1 nar!
I don't know how to describe my feelings but I think you guys can hear to this Jimmy eat world song. It's the anthem for my birthday...heee.





Analog Girl...signing out!

Friday, October 30, 2009

So where do we go?

Currently... : I'm reminiscing...
current location:
third planet
current music: "
But how do we do, when we turned into something else entirely, we fake it
Oh, I wanted it so desperately to be real
..."

I miss my friends... I really do miss them lots! I wish I could go back to that time... especially to my fellow diplomas friends... I miss u guys!!!

As some of you might have known, my birthday is just around the corner (It's tomorrow!). So I was having a conversation with one of my diploma classmate via ym of course, and I can't stop reminiscing on those times when we celebrating my birthday... awwww... I love that moment. I'll always remember it as long as I breathe. I'll never ever forget it guys!

If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart





♥ u guys always n forever! muahhhsss!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

ummm...yeah...

Currently...: I feel sick...feels like I might vomit any minute now
Current location: back to Cheras
Current music: "I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain"


I don't know what was I thinking but this is probably going to be the most personal thing that I might have ever written on any of my blog. Just don't gag when you read it please. If you don't intend to read then there's that little red square with an 'x' on the upper right corner of your browser/tab whatever, just click on it and you're out. Kay, here goes nothing.

A lot of my friends including family member, asks me this question, and believe me when I said I'm getting tired of answering that very question: why are you still single la minah?

and,

my answer is, I don't know and I don't care.

So, that's my answer really!

But I also have another theory on this matter, and among them is:
Maybe,
1. I'm not very like-able.
2. I'm weird
3. I'm not normal
4. I'm boring
5. I'm timid
6. I'm not exactly easy on the eyes
7. I'm not pretty enough for you
8. I don't like crowds
9. I love to be alone
10. I'm not interested
11. people thinks that I'm gay, ewww!! I love guys... I mean dude only! I swear!

and the list goes on and on...

but truthfully though, from deep inside my heart I know the real reasons why. It's because my soulmate either have died, M.I.A., or no longer live in this country or doesn't exist in the same era as mine. So there you go! Sorry for wasting your time. However, if somehow for unknown miraculous reason, I finally found my guy, YOU will be the first one to know. Just as long as you're reading my blog.

word of the day: Selective Fatigue Syndrome
def:
Fatigue which is used as an excuse when one does not want to perform undesirable tasks such as work.

My co-worker claimed her Chronic Fatigue Syndrome kept her from coming to work, but she had no problems making it to the nightclubs. What she really has is Selective Fatigue Syndrome.


Sunday, October 25, 2009

help! i'm addicted

currently... : I can't sleep!
current music: ...
kau pergi...pergi...
current mood: hampeh da jak

Let me tell you guys about some of the things that I'm addicted to right now. Since I can't sleep and I needed to do something so boring so that I too can be sleepy, instead of u guys, and then I can finally have my beauty sleep. Among them are:

1. Paramore's new album Brand New Eyes


What can I say? hmmm....these guys and girl is totally brilliant. Words can't explain how great they are! The fact that I can't describe their awesomeness is the proof of how awesome they are. I listened to their songs over and over again and can't get enough of it. My favorite song? Since the album itself is my favorite, so I can't choose. But if I had to pick, then I have to say Brick by BoringBrick, The only exception and Careful. Oh and don't forget Ignorance (the acoustic version). But don't take my word for it, you just have to listen it for yourself. Hayley Williams is by far, my favorite female vocal to date. She's probably the very essence of awesome. d(^_^)b




2. CLAYMORE

OMG! This manga's been around for almost a decade but I only read it recently. What's wrong with me people??? If a friend doesn't recommended me to read it, then I most probably wouldn't even know it existed! What a shame it would be then, wouldn't it?? What I love most about claymore is that the drawings were pretty smooth and pwetty, plus the main characters were women, and all were beautiful and skillfully drawn, makes me want to read more and more. Currently, I'm still reading up to volume 14. There's still few volumes to go. Can't wait to finish 'em up. The storyline, was also very good. Overall, I think, that, I like this manga more than naruto and bleach...hehe!





3. Social Demography
I took this subject this semester, and I fell in love with demography study. I think I might, or highly likely to take up a field in demography. It's an interesting subject which focuses on the people, of ones nation and country. Quite boring actually if you attend the lectures, but I don't know why I'm attracted to it....hmmm...maybe I'm just weird.










I think I'm getting sleepy now, so I guess I succeeded in making myself sleepy... I'm going to continue this on my next next next post, hopefully, but don't count on it too much. Sooo.... Daa everyone!!!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Yesterday's Feelings

Currently I'm... : ...hungreh...
Current location : my dorm room
Current music : ...now all those feelings, those yesterday's feelings, will all be lost in time...

Waaaaa!!! I lost my favorite and the only umbrella ella ella that I have the other day, and now it looks like the day is always so cloudy, ready for rainfalls...uuuuu... and then I lost my precious pencil-box with my favorite pen inside. How in heaven should I be able to sit for my finals now??? Feels like I wanna shout, "alright already! I've had it!", giving up, and just quit and settle down back to Sibu and get married, or start a group or something. BUT! After listening to Dewa - Hadapi dengan senyuman, I quickly regain my posture, got up from my knees, and ready to kick some ass again. It's a tough life but loosing an umbrella and a pencil-box [ with my fave pen in it! :( ] is nothing compared to what those who live in countries such as Africa or in Latin America where food is scarce and poverty is unavoidable. I should be thankful to have been given opportunities to study and to eat whatever I want. Ok, I see that I've strayed a little from what I wanted to say. hehehe... merepak gik aku.